job interview

I had an interview this morning for a job in the council call centre, it was more involved than I had thought, but maybe if I had thought a bit more I could have guessed there was going to be some testing involved, I did some psychometric test, not sure what one of them is and I did an email test and phone test, I made a basic error on the phone test I forgot to take down the persons details but then again I guess I could have been forgiven, as I already had them there,  I guess the test was more in relation to the protocol, the way of doing things but I was also nerves. One of the ladies who was attending to me was very considerate to my needs, as I have a sight problem she took it on herself to make the print bigger, I was very grateful for this and if I had seen her on the way out I would have thanked her again, but the main interview was in another room.

 I now have to wait for the reply, my gut feeling is that I will not have got it, I tried every trick really, I told them I could even save them some money if they employed due to some employment scheme I am part of, too be honest I am not hot the details, but I am sure the council will  save some money by employing me, but I guess it does not matter if they don't think I am suitable, a lot about job hunting, is if your face fits, if people think they can work with you without you driving them nuts, and that's not easy they reckon on most interviews its first impressions, well that's what they told me years ago, maybe things have changed since then.  I guess I am not too sure if I wanted the job, one thing today has shown me is that I am not too keen to stay in this situation of claiming sick pay, its stifling, I feel trapped and I am not too happy with that, I am very anxious about coming off the benefit, which is uncomfortable, I don't want to be on it for the 'rest of my life' though, I know that for sure.