session

I am trying to arrange the above event, its proving more difficult than I thought and there have been moments, where I regretted starting the thing.  I thought I had the day and time all worked out but the coach told me he could not make the time, I had told a few people of the day and time, I should have checked with the officer first really of course but I guess I was hoping it was going to be ok, I guess things are not arranged by hope.  Anyway I have a time and date now just hope the fact that I have to ring these people who I had told again does not piss them off and they still decide to come. I have not managed to tell everyone today I feel pretty lousy as I have been refused a job, I guess these things happen but they are a drag to be honest, especially when I have not bothered for a while and when I do I get rejected, its tough, I had an inkling that my face did not fit, but I guess I was anxious about the job and was not too sure if I wanted it, but the opportunities come and they go and I kind of feel there are only a few opportunities left to me, due to my age, but I guess I only need one.

 I hope people do turn up for this blind cricket thing as it will give them experience of something different and its tough being visually impaired in this country, so much ignorance around in relation to opportunities, and its good for people who are visually impaired to do something and show the ignorant that they are capable of doing something instead of just sitting around, I will have to wait and see what happens.

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