sunny sunday

It seem this quarantine could go on in some sort of capacity for months at least as there is not sign of vaccine so the thing is not going away due to not enough people not being immune to it and there will have to be a lot of deaths for that to happen.  

Some say we should wear a mask others say no hard to know what to do and that hesitation can cost lives I guess lets hope its cleared up soon.  There is still problems with protection been going on for weeks but the government cocked it up but what do you expect when you vote a government in on the back of a cheap slogan.

I went to Tesco yesterday and my eyesight was a bit of problem as the shop has changed and some things are not there anymore and you have to go round a certain way and apparently if you don't people will get upset about it which I can understand as its a stressful time people are behaving in a strange way well maybe its not strange different perhaps some are very anxious being next to folk well I am.  I think I will need to take the symbol cane again next week, next week yes this is going to be here for while however unreal it might feel.

I think this stress could reduce the life expectancy of a lot of people and I don't mean because of the virus I mean the stresses of the chamge of life of having to be on their own, our own for a long time and the restrictions on our normal way of life, the longer it goes on the harder it will get I guess

I don't know if looking at the news is useful or not as everytime I have been looking at it I feel really stressed afterwards there is not good news at all its all just bad, its good the old boy has raised millions but why does the national health service need charity this is stupid its not a fucking charity.

Its hard to stop writing these days as I have to go back to being on my own and wondering what to do for the rest of the day and thnking about this crap situation and the things we took for granted are no more

I decided to go for a walk along the old railway today I used to do this often when I was younger but then it was clear it  is now overgrown badly and is really a wasted resource the local community could use if it was utilised but network rail are being a bunch of assholes about it and depriving the community of the opportunity which is such a shame.  The line was closed about 60 years ago and some say it might get opened again I doubt it its in such a bad state of repair and there is no need for it now the roads are used to take away the heavy stuff these days so the line should be lifted up and used as a path for the tourists and the locals.  I did think I eould walk home along it but nature is doing a good job of claiming it back it if has reached that stage in 60 years it will have disappeared in the next 60 years and maybe there will be path there anway as the track will have disappeared probably.

After I came back I sat in the garden and had a nap there its lovely in the sun I can't really believe the weather we are having and it makes the quarantine no so depressing I guess. 

Time is flying by really even though we are in this situation a week has gone since my walk around the area last sunday even though all the days are all the same well feel like it anyway the time does go quickly in this unnatural time I must admit I am getting a bit frustrated with it all which I guess most people are and it will probably get more irritating as time goes by it is going to be difficult to keep calm and relaxed about the whole thing to be honest even if the weather plays ball I understand why it has to be done but its still has to be done to go through it is not made easier knowing the Engliish government which rules Wales made so many mistakes in the beginning and maybe are still making them -

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