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Its another fine day I spent a part of the morning trying to record a video for some page on facebook but gave up in the end as this laptop is not really very good as i have said before I knew that anyway but could not be bothered to send it back

 Tbey are going on about the peak and if we  are passed it I reckon we are and have been for a while now I have ordered a snood with a chemical on it that kills or traps viruses which after looking at it again is only effective for 3 washes oh well I shall just have to wear it for a long tme and not wash it that often I guess.

 Apparently they are coming to sort the manhole cover tomorrow hope its sorted once and for all it will be stressful if they don't I guess and very frustrating under these circomstances I guess I have no faith in it being done I suppose I will see tomorow the noise of cars does travel easier through the brick wall but I am have managed to not let it bother me until recently I am not sure what the problem is, is it my life in general or has it got worse I doobt its has got that worse or is something telling me its time to move somewhere else?  I know I had stress with the hip etc and this just excasserbated it and it went on a bit after it was first done or maybe it just wasn't fixed properly in the first place and that the people do not know what they are doing I guess I will have to get an engineer to it if its not done this time 

 I was hoping to get into a book while this lockdown was on a chance to learn which is a passion of mine but it has not proven to be able I have been going from one thing to the next a sign of anxiety maybe I don't know 

 Every cloud has a silver lining its so peaceful you kind of wonder how people will deal with the sudden onset of noise having got used to the peace and quiet which has been around since the closer of everything well most things there senses have had a chance to focus on other things get back to the way there were or having tasted the peace they will try to recapture it and maybe protest against, it won't just creep up on people like it has been doing over the years people have had a chance to get used to it but when it gets thrust on rhey might react a bit differently so many questions and no answers in sight I don't think I have ever come across a time where the questions are in bucket loads but the answers are in short supply an unpresidented time indeed.

 On a walk I found myself wondering about the sheep the things I usually just walk by and don't acknowledge much but I was wondering where they went for a drink what the food that was in the plastic bucket was I guess its to fatten them up but I have walked that way many time and not meditated on the sheep before 

 There seems to be more traffic around these days maybe they are getting fed up of the lockdown which is not surprising I guess

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