life

Well I am now using the tv screen as a monitor for the computer, I guess its a good idea as there is nothing to watch on it using as it as a tv receiver, there is just rubbish on, or I am becoming more fussy or something but I rarely watch it these days only for the usual soaps, though I did watch a sad program last night about a young lady who was dying of cancer, I can't remember her name, but she seemed in good spirits consdering her situation I doubt I would be so positive most of the time, maybe it shows that not everyone deal with things the same, but I found this lady's reaction to being terminally ill a bit difficult to understand, but I guess not everyone would deal with it like I would and get very depressed, thoigih to get depressed in such a situation is pointless I guess I would be wasting the time I have left, I do have a few health problems and get depressed a bit little about the the fact they won't go away but at least I am not dying well not at the pace that young lady is anyway. 

A boring day today really that can be good I guess, its normal for me to have boring days I would rather have boring days than be facing the rapid coming of death.

There has been that scandal in the paper about all those people wanting to have an affair, I can relate to that, people want their cake and to eat it I guess, that's life, and that's greed, they want to have the security of a relationship, some to care for them and then they want the fun, I guess in reality they are all very sad people which is a sad reflection on society, especially if there are a million couples in Britain who are signed to this Ashley Madison website, some might say, that they were just curious and would never have an affair, but there must be something about the person they are with that makes them want to and stray, society put a a lot pressure on people to get married, once you are with someone, people will start to push you down the road of wedded bliss, as its the road they went down and so on,   I am on not on the tredmill I have gone down the single tredmill which I guess in one sense is the same, you get into a rut.

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