David's blog

Well I am still persevering with the computer music, and I think something has finally sunk in, in relation to the composition of the piece of music, in relation to the build and the telling of the story, which the teacher went on about all year long.  I understand that its necessary now to build to a point in the song and then to go back down again, telling the journey of that build, it has been quite frustrating not being able to understand it until now, I am not too sure why it was so difficult, maybe because the genre was so alien to me and I guess its not any more. I think I find the teacher a bit intimidating too, he seemed to push me quite hard, when really I am not that musically able, well I don't think so anyway, and I was glad that the summer holdays came and I am now able to get on with things in my own time.  I was probably trying too hard too, I guess I guess I have wanted to be a compitant musician for a long time have admired good musicians for a a long time  and wo

Well I am now using the tv screen as a monitor for the computer, I guess its a good idea as there is nothing to watch on it using as it as a tv receiver, there is just rubbish on, or I am becoming more fussy or something but I rarely watch it these days only for the usual soaps, though I did watch a sad program last night about a young lady who was dying of cancer, I can't remember her name, but she seemed in good spirits consdering her situation I doubt I would be so positive most of the time, maybe it shows that not everyone deal with things the same, but I found this lady's reaction to being terminally ill a bit difficult to understand, but I guess not everyone would deal with it like I would and get very depressed, thoigih to get depressed in such a situation is pointless I guess I would be wasting the time I have left, I do have a few health problems and get depressed a bit little about the the fact they won't go away but at least I am not dying well not at the pace th

Thie is the story of the broken shower door.  A few months ago the shower door broke, the things tha keep it attached to the frame came lose, I am not sure what they are called, anyway, I needed new ones, I managed to phone the company who supplied the shower and they said that it would cost me £12,  well I wasn't going to pay that, it was the housing company's responsibility I thought, so I rang them and asked them to get soime of these things, that I needed. I gave them the order number.  Well weeks and months went buy and as I guess, I knew, the housing company did nothing, they are not very good landlords. I was a bit worried the shower would come off altogether, eventually so decided I would have to buy the things myself, I rang them and fair play they sent me a set for nothing, which kind of rekindled my faith in human nature a little.  The shower door had not been put in properly in the first place, more cowboy builder work, I guess, so many of those idiots around, there