David's blog

 My uncle died today, he had been bed ridden for years and cares helping him do what he had to do, he had no quality of life to speak of and probably would have preferred to go with dignity if the option was open to him and not linger for years in bed, he was not in pain but I don't think that is the point its about what is humane really.  Just waiting for the life to drain out of someone is not what life should be about there is no dignity in that. I guess all these people passing away recently has shown again that all we have is today really that life is the present the past has gone the future is well in the future  it has been bleak for months due to the weather but today has been a fairly sprint day and there seems to be a bit of weight lifted off I reckon. lets hope we get few days there were  a few out while I was out walking this evvening its probably the first time in while when I have seen so many out Its still raining here it has been raining since last May really except

 Another grim day on the weather front, it has been an awful year really and there seems to be no end to the shit its fucking relentless the n bastard. I did manage to get out this morning for an hour or so get some things, and got an electric bus there and back for a change no diesel in sight though I might I have wished I had been on one for the journey home. I texted my friend saying how relexing the journey on the electric bus was well it turned out to be too relaxing I guess I was getting ready to get off the bus and lifted the fairlyk heavy shopping bag and it so doing |I farted these electric buses are pretty quiet too quiet for me at that moment I guess oh well. I was reading someththing earlier and the prices on the electric buses here are cheaper than in rhe west, hopefully people will take advantage of that.

 Well Sundays have become a bit of a drag over the years not sure why as there is not a lot of differenc between the days for me these days I guess. Today is tuesday and I decided to go for a ride on the new electric buses, its not that easy to decide to go on those buses as the service is intermingled with the old diesel ones which is dissappointing, there is an app that you can track the buses which only works for the electric ones I say works, as it does nto always work.  This morning I went out and saw there was a bus tracked and it was coming down so I went to the stop and the tracker was right it was an electric bus that appeared. I have complained about the tacker but it seems they are still struggling to get it sorted or are not struggling and just doing when they feel like. I got 'inspired' to go today on the bus afer reading a blog post about the new buses it does not take much to get me  https://busandtrainuser.com/2024/02/24/t22-finally-hits-the-road/?fbclid=IwAR2xK

 I have a tooth which is loose in my mouth, I don't mean its running around in there just a bit loose as there is not enough stuff in my mouth to keep still though the dentist did say brush your teeth often and it will move around less I am not one who wants to clean his teeth three times a day really. So I guess eventully I will pay the price and it will fall out of its own accord its moving a lot more than it used to, I am just bidding time now till it falls out, then I will have to have a plate apparetly and will need to get use to that aswell as fork out for it I suppose, a 'plate' sound a bit drastic for one tooth but I guess it called a plate as it will need to fit in my mouth so the false tooth can stay there, I remember my mother having from a  ery young age, really so I have done better than her and my father lost his teeth very young too I am quite surprised mine have lasted this long considering all the filing I have. Because the tooth is loose I play with ii and

 I see they are building new houses on the outskirts of the village on a bit of land that was empty for years, they will be new modern houses made of timber frame and will be la lot cheaper to keep warm in winter and will therefore have lower bills which are going up and up, they are being built by a housing association. I currently rent a house from a housing association, but its dump a damp dump and water has been coming in all winter, so I am hoping that some of these houses are for rent and maybe I could apply for one, I have many reasons I would like to move and a few why I would not, the garden is ok here is probaby the main reason to stay otherwise there isent a reason really, I have sent an email and will keep my fingers crossed, there is a risk in moving, I could end up with shit neighbours, I do have a shit neighbour one side already and the others are nice when I| see them I guess. From what I can see the houses are semi detached, if I get one it will mean I will not have to