David's blog

Its Monday and its another day of this thing where everything is closed down at least today I had a trip out to do some work in the foodbank to which I took the bus. The foodbank has changed it seems that everyone who wants to can come to the foodbank to get some food I am not sure how that is sustainable but of course we need to feed people who need it but the fact that the foodbank is a charity means the service is finite and it will run out of food quickly.  The church doanates the food to the foodbank but it can't keep on giving indefinitely. From what I saw today the foodbank has changed for good it can't go back to way it operated before and it has to be resourced in another way not by donatons from the church only as obviously the population of churches is not big anyway. I am just going to go there and just do my bit realy and let the people who have been running it work it out. I don't have to go for a week now I walked home but that won't be possible if

I decided to go on the bus yesterday it was a very nerve racking experience as it had a few people on it which was a contradiction to the stat that there has a been a 90 percent drop in the amount of people who use them I guess the main threat of them is the same as being a person in room full of people but I don't know how I am suppose to get some shopping besides using the local shop which dose not have the same amount of stuff but I doubt I will be able to go on the bus again as its too scary. Today is sunday which is boring at the best of time but is going to be even more boring today due to this virus thingy I am not sure how I am going to find things to do I guess I will go out for walk to pass a bit of time and meal preparation will take a bit of time there is nothing on the telly really well not that I have noticed hopefully there is something The weather is not quite so warm today  but so far at least its dry I guess

Its another day of this partial lockdown the only human I have seen is the lady in the shop and some dude going in to the shop, its a good thing that the weather is good it will be a lot tougher when the shit weather settles in.  I know this situation is only temporary but I guess I am a bit anxious about getting this virus I might get it lightly but then again it might be life threatening and this could be the last few weeks I spend on this planet I guess I do have a bit of a sore throat today I think its dust and maybe the singing I have been doing maybe well I hope it is anyway, I have decided to stay in today and not venture outside the village as I might have to go and run the gauntlet on the bus tomorrow from what I have seen they are pretty empty

Its another day of the virus nightmare the weather is ok so that helpe I guess.  I am not sure if I have the resiliance to deal with this shit really I also have to deal with the noisy cover though maybe be that will improve soon hoepfully.  It is very quiet round here and to be honest I feel like bursting into tears with it all really. If I think of the duration they are talking about I get this massive headache. I have been to the shop today I reckon the shop is the only source of life I will enccounter in the next few weeks this is going to be tough to say the least

Well this evil virus seems to be well and truly here now and we all need to be very careful from here on in and stay away from each other basically for what seems to be a very long time. I am an no longer in an at risk group it seems we are all at risk of getting this fucking thing.  The keeping away is not too bad when the weather is ok but when the bastard rain starts again it will become more depressing as its not so easy to go out. My hygiene regime seems to be more involved these days hopefully it will save me from getting it, I really don't like everyone else do not want to be struggling for breath

blogger  is playing silly buggers for some reason, its another day fo the manhole cover nightmare I have decided to move the bed to the  next room not sure if it will help I guess we have to wait and see I know they are bringing a new cover but I am not sure when so I have to do something in the mean time I guess.  I am getting annoyed with that dumb fuck of so called engineer I doubt he knos what the fuck he's doing to be honest silly twat. Its another day of this social distancing too its quiet here most the tiem except but is dead here thse days and I have no idea what I am upt o today besided moving the bed its all so dispairing I guess if I think of the period this is suppose to go on for it well does not bare thinking about to be honest. I guess a good way to get through this is to show love for yourself and just hope for the best .  I may come back to this agian later on today.   It seems Italy are not managing to get the death rate to go in another direction which is

Another bloody day with this fucking virus my social life wiped out over night so I am going to have to get used to my own company even more than I have been used to it for the next 3 months apparently dear me! I got up this morning and tried to record that damned manhole cover and the noise it makes I think I finally got to bottom of the settings it needs this was done by monitoring the sound which I guess is what you are suppose to do the sounds were interesting to listen to interesting what the recorder actually picks I tried to record with the telly on in the next room which did not work it just shows how powerful the mic is really on this small reorder, It is the weekend no football no pub stress going on the buses and into shops how the hell did it get to this?  This virus seems to have spread like wild fire. Later on this morning I went for walk I picked the quiet bus less people not less noise which took me to the start of the walk well it didn't as they are doing the

Good to see that blogger hasn't change like the rest of the world seems to be changing the pub has closed down today the swimming pool is closing down, I won't see the people I jam with for a while now and other activities have also been cancelled.  There was a rumar that the buses would be changing but it seems that's what a it was a rumour. The above changed are due to the horrible and it seems dangerous coronavirus which has not anti dote at the moment and therefore the world is adopting the policy of keeping away from one anther though I have not done that today much as its a very unnatural way of going about things for human beings well most of the time anyway. This social distancing is just adding to the what I already felt I guess the feeling of loneliness and isolation and if I think about the time which this might go on for it is painful and depressing and dispairing and what I contemplate is not good so I suppose I need to take one bit at at time. The

Its been a horrible day so far fucking rotten to tell the truth I did not sleep too good last night eithet and I am sick of hearting ahout that virus and I am sick of this fucking rain too it feels llke its been raining for fucking years to be honest I am hoping the water board, that halfwit has sorted out that noisy manhole I am not too confident thought I am dreading going through the process again I might have to try something else.. I did some washing and the bastard rain scuppered my plan of drying it.  I think I might to move from here and that is the only answer right now.

Another boring Sunday where the IBS is playing up which is probably due to the stress due to the doctor telling my I have something I haven't and has now made me pissed off for going to the docs so often, I shall have to think twice before I go again. In relation to the health I hope that I don't have to go to the doctor due to the nasty little virus that is going round in the world these days I remember the swine flu etc but this one seems a bit more serious there have been me cases in Wales again. I need to sort out the damp in the kitchen which is probably due to the drenching month we had last month, hopefully the noisy man hole gets sorted this week apparently they will put some anti skid stuff on on it which should dampen it down anyway.