Friday

Well I haven't written in this for a while now, I am not sure, maybe as I have been a little bit busier than usual.   I am still struggling with the course and understanding how things fit together in relation to the recording process, hopefully I will grasp a bit more of how it works in the remaining weeks.  Its hard to believe the time is nearly up here, When I started in January 6 months seemed a fairly long time and as someone said, it seemed as I was not going to last the course but the truth is I guess, I had nothing else to do.  It has taken a long time to get settled in really that is probably or maybe due to the fact that I find it hard to adjust to things these days, or we all do as we get older I suppose we get stuck in our ways.  I jsut hope the moment of coming here carries me on to something positive after I leave this place in July.

 This place is a lot smaller than it was when I was here before, I am not sure what the future holds for this place, good things I hope, even though I have found it hard going, I believe I will have something to take away with me.  I guess before I came, due to my age and the inertia, I kind of thought my life was over, hoping it wasn't but it felt that way.

 I go off for another week at home the week after next, which is a bit pointless I guess, but that is the way it is.

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