David's blog

I am must be getting old I find this time of year so disorientating and hard to adapt to really even though it comes every year I hate xmas its horrible and would much rather just carry on but its been worse this year due to the poxy restrictions.  There does not seem to be an end to all this shit at the moment the vaccine is on the horizon but its still being fucked about with I wish they would get on with it. The snow is a nice change from all the wet weather we have had recently.  It is still quiet here in relation to the traffic though a car came by this morning and the old familliar vibration was present when it did the house still vibrated a bit.  

So far its an awful day really its damp amd miserable the place is like a morg though if its busy I also moan I guess I am not happy with this lockdown bollox imposed on us it seems way over the top but there is nothing I can do I guess its a wreteched situation imposed by shit politicians. I am now hanging out to get this vaccine to get us away from these fuckwit politicians its so nasty the way things are being handled I do not know how they get away with it really  My life is being wasted in this situation which is bollox really.  I was nice to be able to go for a walk with my brother the other day though. I sent him an article about how gold has been found near where he lives he might as well go and have a look for some himself if he has the time.  

  The stupid labour leader in Wales has just smashed people in Wales's xmas to bits it is really frustrating having this fuckwit mess about with your life by closing things down its hard enough with this virus as it is nevermind getting some stupid cunt to compound things but taking actions that don't make sense I have never experienced so much political intrusion in my life I am sure many feel the same too. That vaccine seems a long way off tonight and I doubt I will ever trust any politician again I suppose or maybe I should just forget about politics it has become a farce. I was at least able to get out today and I have not been in as much pain as usual the pain I think has been making things harder obviously.  I will struggle again to sleep tonight as I had a kip this afternoon I was really tired as I have not slept well for a couple of days. You would think we would get use to this fucking about my politicians but you don't its appalling the way things have been handle

A really horrible day today with the rain and wind being really bad but according to the wretched facebook timeline the place was deep in snow 10 years ago I am not sure what the means. It seems facebook has become a bit heavy handed recently regarding blocking people which in the end will become counter productive as people will stop using it as a way to adverstise I say block, it stops you posting but thinks poeple are stupid and will keep on reading it and watch the adverts which some might but many won't I guess its the thin end of the wedge and in the end it will stop but it will have made the money so who cares. I never did get to the bottom of how facebook knew I had met Chris a friend in the september 1998 I never told it but its a bit creepy that it did and Chris said she did not post it this is one of the strangest things I have ever seen or Chris must have put something down which is the only explanation, if so facebook does not do discretion obviously. I guess I can alw

  I started off disliking the Labour party in Wales due to it being in the governement for far too long and I started to actively slag it off in the hope I guess of it not being voted in May but now its become personal I suppose as its making my life miserable due to its stupid rules on alcohol and that you are not able to drink it in pubs so pubs have closed and i can't go into one to get some company which is the only place that was open for me its a place wher e I can go and see people I know, The only action open to me now is to ignore the labour shit show.  Maybe I would not have taken it so personally if I had given up on the getting rid of them but there you go. I see they are becoming unpopular and my reaction now might have the effect of getting people on their side but they have annoyed me I guess' I got caught in a heavy shower earlier and got wet so it was a miserable walk home its just a miserable time right now regarding things I know the virus is bad in some plac

I had a phone call today from the housing association asking what I thought of them I am not too impressed especially when they lie to me, and don't come and fix things, they did ask me though if I felt safe maybe its a common question well it must be as its on their questionaire maybe they were referring to the state of the building perhaps but to be hones I could not say catagorically that I felt completly safe due to eh history I have with the place I suppoe I still have anxiety surround thing whih obviously affects my quality of life here and exaccerbates things which don't really need excarbating these days. I should stay off the facebook too really for a while as its only making things worse in the end I get worked up over stupid things on there, I has not been good day today in relation to the weather hopefully tomorrow is better

I have a very sore hip today I have no idea why it flares up and down its really strange its not as i I am exerting myself much its really frustrating when one day its not there and the next it is. It is very quiet here again today, I am slowly getting used to the new tv it will be handy for the summer in relation to the football where hopefully there will be fans due to the vaccine which has already encountered a hitch and its only the second day of it being out which is a bit  of a drag. I guess the thing is so new that it was going to be a bit hit and miss as these things they say take about 10 years to get right.   I have not had the call to go and get the vaccine yet I doubt I will get it till the middle of next year so its on we go with the same regime  for a while anyway. I have been invited to a virtual meeting tonight on the housing crisis in Wales I am not sure whether to attend though I have not a lot else to do as dopey drakeford has closed the pubs again.  I don't thin

  It is hard to get away from the fact that everyone alive today is part of a historical event a negative event but its historical and will be studied for generations to come and today is a historical day when the vaccine is going to be rolled out and there is a new dawn getting out of this pandemic which everyone never dreamed would happen it was something that happened in other countries really the spread of disease. It has caught the politcians on the hop and on the whole the labour gov in cardiff has been awful in their decision making regardless of the unprecedented situation it has been a travesty on all accounts not least the amount of people who have died This thing a little bit to run again till its finally over but we are on the way which is a credit to be people who have found the way out, the vaccine is clear for take off. There is still no comprimise regarding alchohol, I reckon the chap making these decisions is scared from his time as a social worker, so another day pass